I think it’s probably still too recent and raw for me to give a good, rational recap of the Sox 8-4 loss to the Yankees that put the Yankees into the playoffs and allowed them to clinch the AL East … again. Honestly, if I tried to recap it I’d just descend into a series of expletives and long, rambling text about how reprehensible and apalling it was for a team to walk into a season-altering game against their rivals–at home, no less–and play such an abomination of a game.
I’d probably spend paragraphs on manager Terry Francona and general manager Theo Epstein and their inability to make in-season adjustments. That would segue into a tome on how sad and ridiculous it is that Kevin Millar was allowed to bat 3 times and play the field in such an important game. More expletives would be used.
Actually, for Millar, I’d probably have a whole paragraph or two of just expletives and expletives combined in new and exciting ways. And maybe even some words that aren’t expletives used as expletives. I think it’d be fun to use the word “ellipsis” as a derogatory term towards Millar.
I’d have some good words to say about the heroes. Guys like Manny Ramirez and David Ortiz, who seem to bring it when it matters. And for a new guy like Tony Graffanino, who’s evolving into a similar role. I’d even throw in some good words about the young guys, the DiNardos and Hansens and Papelbons who’ve had to fight to get playing time and have really done nothing but get it done.
That would lead me into more cursing of Francona for refusing to use them (for the most part).
But, I’m not going to write that post.
Instead, I’m going to treat you to some thoughts on what it means to win. Is it enough for the Sox to back into the playoffs, if Cleveland manages to lose again tomorrow to a White Sox team that’s trying to hand them the game? Does it matter that the Sox aren’t the AL East champs, even if they finish with the same record as the Yankees? Should we even care, given that the Sox won the World Series just a short 12 months ago?
In order, the answers are no, yes, and hell yes!
If you don’t root for your team to win every game in every season, what kind of a fan are you? Sure, it’s not rational to think your team will win every game. And, as a manager, you certainly can’t burn out your guys trying to go balls out to squeeze out every win.
But the goal you set at the beginning of the year is to win the World Series, and when you’re in Boston, with the resources available to you, anything short of that is a defeat. A nauseating, pit of the stomach defeat. Each defeat along the way is a small portion of that pain. Some losses hurt more than others.
Losing the AL East crown on your home field with the playoffs on the line to a team that should have been dead a long time ago is like getting hit by a train.
Some people are arguing and will argue that today’s loss doesn’t mean much in the grand scheme of things if the Sox still make the playoffs. Of course it means something! How can a rational competitive baseball fan, player, manager, or team say with a straight face that just making the playoffs is enough?! Winning the division would have meant something, and losing it does mean something.
Now, tomorrow is another must win game. The Sox win and they’re in. And that’s the first step towards redemption. Towards redeeming themselves after today’s debacle. Towards reclaiming a little pride after losing the division. Towards not losing the season. Towards the only victory that really matters. Towards the World Series. Towards another championship.
Anything less is unacceptable.